Life Sucks

My life sucks beyond words right now.

I keep getting bad news all the time... People are mean, dishonest, cheating, violent or else.
All I feel is disapointment, heartache, pain... All I see is problems and no solutions.

Gosh sometimes I just wish I could go hide on the other side of the Earth and leave all of it behind. All of it, change my name and do something really drastic to change my life for the best.

I know it is not realistic and that I would do it for the bad reasons if I did that in this particular state of mind but I certainly feel like starting over somewhere where I wouldn't know anybody and get a chance to live my life without some evil persons who hurt me more than I can bear and for no reason at all.

Tell me why people have to be so mean gratuitously... there is so much evil out there.
I can't stand it anymore. I can't take any more bad news. I can't take any more pain.
I'm hurt and I wish I could let it all go right now. Crying doesn't even help.

Thank Goddess, there are loving people too... My daughter shows me love every day and she brings life and happiness and lots of great things into my life... and I have great friends too...

My friend Trish from the Bahamas has made my month by sending me this precious print of hers that I was dreaming about.

She lives in paradise and I dream of flying there for my next vacation... I just LOVE the beauty she shares with us every day through her amazing pictures. On top of that, she is the nicest sweetest and most gentle person with LOTS of love always and I am glad we crossed path because she brings warmth into my life and a lot of other people's lives. She has such a beautiful heart, I find a lot of comfort in her friendship.

Some pictures from her gallery on dA... (click on the picture for a link to the original gallery)

Have a great day.
All my love,
Alice.